Thursday, May 11, 2006

Ennui...

I am bored.
I am sick of waiting forever to do something, eventhough "forever" means maybe a day or two.
I do not enjoy being relaxed. I turn paranoid and think that there must be something I missed.
I am not able to sleep for more than a few hours but feel sleepy all through the day.
And I don't like it.
I have difficulty in focussing when I do not have a deadline. Without a goal, it's very difficult to do anything.
Lethargy in one area affects everything. I become languid in all, working, eating, having a life after-work, everything.
When the fire is gone, the drive is gone.
When the drive is gone, I am gone.

14 comments:

Rohan Kumar said...

Kind of the story of my day too

Casablanca said...

You workoholic you!

PS: Get an active social life, and you wont feel the need to have work occupying your mind all the time. No, I dont have one. But I've heard it helps :p

M (tread softly upon) said...

That's exactly what my husband says. Me I'm the laidback kind. But he says when your ambition dies, you stop growing and living. It's all about drive. Me, really don't understand that!

Paravai said...

Stand your ground, stand your ground! Sons of India, of World, my brothers! I see in your eyes, the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come, when the courage of men fails, when we forsake our friends, and break all bonds of fellowship, but it is not this day. An hour of wolves, and shattered shields when the age of men comes crashing down! But it is not this day! This day we fight! For all that you hold dear, on this good earth, I bit you stand, men of the east!

Jinguchakka said...

@rohan - You kindred soul!
@casa - I am lazy as they come. Still I get bored! what to do?
@m - Welcome! Very glad to see you back. :-)
@paravai - Dude! Drunk hai kya?
@ps - {curtsy}Thank you!! {curtsy}

JayaChithra Subramanian said...

vaaazhkaila interstingaa ethume illaiya??? yaen ivlo salichu poirukeenga..

EYE said...

it's just the heat

Viewer said...

Do somthing crazy and wild ...somthing which u wud have never done before ... go fora blind date .... errr well i cant really gaurentee if the bling date idea might work to be the postive unless ur date turns otu to be super hot !

Viewer said...

Do somthing crazy and wild ...somthing which u wud have never done before ... go fora blind date .... errr well i cant really gaurentee if the bling date idea might work to be the postive unless ur date turns otu to be super hot !

Jinguchakka said...

@jayachithra - momentary madness! :-)
@me - No. It's all in the mind. :-(

@viewer - WOW!! :-))

Mark IV said...

hmmm... laziness is not a crime.. in fact its not even easy.. imagine- sittin ard in front of the couch all day, watchin tv... maybe a beer in hand... and truly nothin to do... while most avrg ppl wld be workin their a** off to jus get to the place we enjoy everyday...
its jus tht to be lazy we need so much to ve been done already.. its the greatest thing to deserve the laziness

Casablanca said...

Paravai,
*bows down*
A fellow fan of LOTR!
*bows again*

Has to be me said...

oh c'mmon, I m sure u can try n utilise ur (excess) time into something useful/creative etc. Think of something & I'm sure u can come up with somthing gud....else just blog more often!! :)))

Jinguchakka said...

@markiv - what you say is correct. but guilt kills.

@casa - I am on the Harry's side. So didn't figure that out. Thought the dude was drunk and rambling.

@has to be me - :-))